Listening to: Hometown Glory - ADELE
Edit: So just incase any of you were hanging on the edges of your seat in suspense wondering what happened to my cell phone I fount it. Well actually my mom found it (thanks mommy!) it was in my bike bag of all weird places O.o Well I guess if your looking for something and you don’t know where it would be start with the place it’s least likely to be XP Your daily wisdom from Athena haha..
Hey peoples.. I know I haven’t wrote a blog in a while and I thought it was about time 
So I just finished watching The Messengers, it was really good! It had it’s scary parts but the ending was really good. I would highly recommend it!! Even if you don’t normally watch scary movies this one was really good. Continuing my Kristen Stewart streak I watched Speak. Wow, that movie made me cry so many times. It was amazing, probably one of the best movies I’ve ever seen. Kristen Stewart was amazing and I really think she can do a great job playing Bella in Twilight.
I also watched Disturbia, I thought it was ok. It had it’s scary moments but I dunno it was a bit shallow. Actually it was really shallow, The Messengers actually had a meaning (and a plot!).. I would still recommend Disturbia but more to people who like chick flicks. It had it’s scary moments but it really didn’t freak me out and I was afraid of Scooby Doo until 4th grade. (Pirate zombies and people who turn into cannibalistic cats?! That’s creepy even when it’s animated..)
So I have been doing ok. I only went to school 3 days this week but it was because I was exhausted instead of just not being able to be there. One of the side effects of Prozac is really vivid night mares. So I was waking up 5 or 6 times every night and it took me hours to fall asleep. The worst part is that I would be terrified but I couldn’t remember why.
I went back to 20mg from 30mg and it’s really helped. My doctor said that at first 30mg was a good push to get me back on track but after a little while it was too much. I haven’t had the dreams in days and it’s been getting a lot better. I told me dance teacher (at school) how I was feeling and she was really supportive.
Today I am going to sleep over at my friend Katherine’s house! I am really excited because I haven’t seen her in 2 months. Yesterday a friend of mine from school, Caroline, slept over. The one way I can explain the experience would be like this; Have you ever tried to make an ADHD puppy focus on one thing for more than 2 minutes? Yeah you get the picture.. It was almost relieved to think the way I normally do. (I am one of those people who can spend 2 hours thinking about time and the meaning of life. It’s very refreshing because now of days it’s rare to find someone who thinks like I do, especially someone my age..) Don’t get me wrong, it was really fun but it was exhausting, I fell asleep before midnight on Sat. Which is a first since I was 9 or 10 haha..
So I am working on the updates, they are getting there. I am trying to create themes that are more CSS based so they are easily used by multiple people and harder to edit and claim as your own because the CSS is more distinct. I still have to figure out how to make a way to preview the themes.
I have been listening to some good music lately.. I am really enjoying Yael Naim. I am pretty sure she is speaking hebrew in most of her songs which is really awesome because occasionally I can understand what she is saying. Her music is just so soothing and easy to listen to. I downloaded her whole album and I would recommend that you get it too. The whole thing is really good and I haven’t found one song I don’t like! She has so many different styles that you really need to listen to the whole album to get an idea of her sound.
I would also recommend ADELE. I am really enjoying her music as well. Her voice sounds a little like Amy Winehouse but her lyrics are more thoughtful.
Well ta ta for now. I really need to find my cell phone (Yes I’ve lost it again…)
Oh one last note, I really should thank you all for your supportive comments and emails. I really appreciate and it just reminded me how many people want me to feel better.
Ok now actually TTFN! haha..
XOXO
~Athena
I agree, pirate zombies are scary. *shivers*
I’ve only seen one Kristen Stewart movie, and I think it was “Catch That Kid”. And I remember thinking that I didn’t like Kristen, but only because I was jealous of her.
I think I always get jealous of people to get to do spy-ish movies? Because frankly, Daniel Craig and all those James Bond people didn’t strike my fancy either.
I like sleepovers. Those are fun. :]
Especially if the other person(s) are heavy sleepers, and I just happen to wake up in the middle of night with a bicycle horn in my hand.
Woot! I love Yael Naim. She’s pretty spiffy. Especially her song “Paris”, that’s my favorite one. :]
And Athena - I’m back.
XOXO marianaI know I haven’t blogged in a long time, so thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you for not deleting my site. :]
Its great to hear you found your cell phone! I just found mine yesterday as well. Important things always tend to get lost the most often for some reason. I can’t wait to see Kristen Stewart in Twilight. It is going to be so good! I hope at least. I have not watched many movies with her in them. I probably should. It’s great to hear you are feeling better as well. No more sleepless nights for you with all those terrifying nightmares. I’ll be sure to check out those musicians!
XOXO CatherineWow, positiveness all around, I’m so glad for you Athena! You’re lucky, very lucky, that things are being resolved in such a timely manner. Don’t just credit the medication and stuff, though; most of it is your own strength and will to be happy.
Haha, you and I are so alike: after I found out that Kristen was playing Bella I rented In the Land of Women to critique her acting ability.
I also watched Speak shortly before that and was amazed. Have you read the book? The movie follows the book so well, I was pleasantly surprised. I’d like to see The Messengers: it looked like the kind of scary movie I could handle.
I think about life a lot, too. I often get lost in reverie, or daydreaming. I think about so many things I can’t always remember them all. But the mind is one of the miracles in life, yet a great mystery, so why not use it and explore it a bit? I prefer to think something through instead of just taking action: consult my better judgment, my preferences, etc. I think a lot, if you haven’t already gotten the picture. xD
Ooh, you’re making WP themes, right? I can’t wait to see them!
Oh and Scooby Doo scared me when I was little, too. I only started watching it when I was around 11, lol! It remains to this day my favorite cartoon, though.
XOXO McKennaCool. Saw jumper last night, which relates to movies…it was awesome. Really action-pact. Got a head ache from the camera moving so fast in so many directions xD I love Scooby-Doo. I always have. The only thing that scared me from it, was the zombie island. Even though I am 14, I love him. Haha.
XOXO Carrottnot a scary movie fan, yet i LOVE 28 days later
XOXO Amandai have yet to see The Messengers but i think i got it… i got so many movies not even sure. But i do know i got Disturbia.
anyway i just recently gotten new soul from Yael Naim its awesome!
Haha, The Messengers. I found it a little jumpy at parts, but overall I didn’t find it that bad.
XOXO MariahCool conversation we had last night. That was in a way…funny. At least you got your hair fixed
XOXO CarrottI hope you enjoyed your sleepover with your friend Katherine! I can’t believe you haven’t seen her for 2 months? Thats crazy. At least you guys still keep and touch in stuff. =)
XOXO Melodya good list of movies there, ya Disturbia was ok but not like thriller type it was okay but i totally would see it again, although Messenger by far was better!! have you seen The Abandoned its really good! Ahh i love horror movies they just pump up my adrenaline for some reason.
I’m glad to hear you are feeling better and they did the right thing to lower the dosage, I didn’t know they gave you more than you needed to get you started thats kind weird I mean cos of over dosing or something I don’t know but I’m glad you are feeling better, its always not good to see someone you like (you hehe) not feeling good so yay on that. Aww no way your mobi is missing, well call yourself haha thats what I do when I can’t find it, although wont work if you have it on silent haha.
I think I may have a sleep over also, I’ve been wanting to have one for weeks, it’s about that time, girl time!!! What am I taking about its always girl time haha, just one more excuse to have the girls over!!
XOXO Millie